Online Users itsonlyme
Posted 2 months ago

i don’t even know anymore…

Posted 2 months ago

just doesn’t feel the same….like we haven’t talked anything related to sexual stuff at all…

Posted 2 months ago

Feels like everythings changing already, sighh

Posted 2 months ago

i know how much you’ve changed…but what if, just what if you change yourself back to the normal innocent you? i know it’d be a selfish thing to do… but what about me? do i support you and leave my sexual desires…? its so hard… its kinda selfish for me too because i just want you to be who you are right now without thinking what people say, or anything before what his face was talking to you about. it hurts. it really does. i was shaking earlier because of you. i dont know what to expect. you said it might change the relationship. maybe its just me being scared. everything was fine up to the point where you decided to talk to whats his face about his ex. she isnt you. maybe i did contaminate you but what does that matter? i dont give a fuck what people say about me, but i guess youre different. as much as you want to forget, it wont be forgotten. you need to figure yourself out? i dont think you need to. what are you going to do? try to change back? do you realize how hard it would be? and if you change, what about me? your boyfriend for half a year?

Posted 2 months ago

thank you. thanks for making feel like im a horrible boyfriend because i dont want to experience the same pain again. 

Posted 2 months ago

what happened, happened. maybe ill write more about it after some thinking

Posted 2 months ago

looool and there goes me again, swinging moods wooot. my shower was a bit long loool but i guess i couldn’t surprise you with a call rather than a message since you were already in a call with your dad then with someone else. didnt really quite understand since you said you were talking to your dad then immediately to someone else. guess im the last in line LOL whatever. its really nothing i should be ‘mad’ about but sometimes its not nice to know that im not really a priority LOOL whaatevaaa

Posted 2 months ago

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i guess we have our different point of views and i guess we just have different opinions on society. guess its hard for you to take a step into my life, and it’ll probably be just as hard as i take a step in yours. i guess i shouldn’t expect you to belong with my group of friends because simply there not the type of friends you would think you can connect to. guess its just one of those awkward things that you just don’t want to get yourself into. i guess i really cant guarantee that you’ll be happy whenever we’re with my friends nor can i really guarantee that you’ll feel like you belong. Sorry for making you try so hard. Sorry not understanding you. Sorry for blaming you. Sorry everything.

Posted 2 months ago

I don’t even know.

Posted 3 months ago

this is probably just my mood right now but i’ll just say it anyways. it’s like this: how would you feel if i said i was bored but then i wasn’t bored anymore because i found another girl to make me not bored while i’m skyping you? i’m sure this isn’t the greatest feeling because i’m probably not very entertaining to you, but at least you don’t make it so obvious that you have someone better to not make you bored lol. you wanted to skype me because you were bored, okay (maybe i can help you not get bored?) then you found yourself another guy who can actually make you not bored (okay then what’s the point of skyping anymore then?) y’know what i’m saying?